Thank you Lord I'm growing!

its been a month not looking at this blog,,about 30 days i let myself to be open-minded
trying to keep going on this life,without thinking about failure in the past
in every single day,im changing to be a better person.being more patient,be a listener, and trying to be wise, and keep praying
until one day, i know that the lesson im facing, is nothing compare to others problems
oh my God, how can I so childish to say that i have no strength anymore to face it?

it was a good reminder for me that God, created lesson in people's life to let them grow in it. and a new thing i learned is others problem can inspire me to be grateful of my life
it doesnt mean that i want everybody get their own problem, but for sure, you can also leatn something in other's problem

the last but not the least, this situation leading me to feel that this words are getting true "little thing is just a little thing, but faithfullness in a little thing, that is a great thing"
Lord, im growing in a little thing, and im trying to keep my faith in it..im sure if You say, im pass, you will give me something better,a bigger responsibility, but at that time im ready, brcause ive been taught in previous "lesson"

this short article is dedicated to one of my previous people in my life
thank you for your inspiration along my life,since i was born
i love you,daddy :)

ya ya ya ya

nonton Bangkok Traffic Love Story, bisa2 banjir air mata
di mana seorang cewe udh kepala 3 n tmn2nya udh pada married sementara dia sndiri belum
pas ketemu cowo yang dia suka n dia menyanggupi diri untuk menerima apa adanya si cwo itu,
cowonya udh harus pergi jauh

sementara si cowo nya blm ngasih tau si cw,,oh nooo,rasanya kaya apa itu
n gua sendiri pernah ngalamin hal ini

yang namanya cinta, itu buta, tapi kita juga harus bisa mikir pake logika juga donk
masa si cw duluan yg nembak tuh cowoo??but she did
gag nembak sih,tapi nyataan perasaaan n juga negasin kalo mereka lebih baik berteman aja
karena pacaran tanpa ketemu, apa yg mau dibilang pacaran

tapi dengan bersabar dan berjalannya waktu, secara ga sengaja,mereka ketemu lagi setelah 2 tahun, n akhirnya bersama,meski ke depannya akan jarang ketemu
soalnya si cw kerja malem n si co kerja siang

and the end of this story, is happy ending right?
and how about my story??would it end like this or not?
or have I looking for another?
i cant say it first boy, why dont u ask me about that?
or everything that uve done is just for "formal"-ity??
i need something certain and sure, coz i still cant forget u

USm buat univ

Aduh takut ey mau USM ITB gimana yah??gak pede
tapi Harus PD lah yah..hoho...
sbenernya banyak takutnya nah sebabnya apa yah...hmmm
faktor yang paling besar c yah gak PDnya ntu...
yah moga2 Tuhan mendengar doa gua dan mengabulkannya....amin

Christmas Recital

Kemaren tanggal 13 des g ngerasa seneng banget akhirnya
resital kita sukses....hohoho....hmmm....setelah berjerih payah berlatih terus menerus...hahhaha
pertama2 lagunya agak ngebosenin juga hehehhehe.....
tapi makin lama2 makin bagus loh,,,kaya ada lagu Standchen,bagi yang tau....its so romantic dan punya tegangan volt cinta yang lebih tinggi dari Salut D`amour..hohoho cuma garing de katanya dulu dipake buat nyatain cinta di Eropa di bawah jendela (gak elit banget dhe!!)hahhaha

yang paling keren mah Christmas in 3/4 time
bagi yg tau sumpaaaaah keren banget apalagi udh pake saxophone,clarinet n fluteeee...enak banget d.....tapi gila gua latihan lagu ini setengah mati...sampe posisi 5 di biola tapi gak sia2 juga lha yah

yah intinya dari blog yang garing ini....gue seneng sbg pemula pemaen biola bisa gabung di orkes bikin resital, banyak yg dateng lage...and the most exciting thing is...it is the first time for me to have a performance with my dad watching me and supporting me...Thx dad!!I love u....

God,please!!

God,please...you always answer everything that I asked for...
please God,lead my way!! what should I do in this situation??
I just afraid if i feel a broken heart...
it is too often for me,so pleasee give me the best way
if he is not the right man for me
i want to forget this feeling......
if he is the right man for me, i want u to make it happend according to your will!!

Royal Exam~Piano

Nah ini bagian yang gua sukaaa
piano exam...hmmm
so easy man.....hahahaha....
persiapan mantap!!!!!tekanan Batin cuma 1%,Which tekanan Batin di violin 100%...hahahahahha
yakin lah bo,lulus n distinction....hehhehe
Jayalah my piano teacher...punya murid kaya gua..
NARSIS!!hihihihi

Royal Exam~Violin

Really make me STRESS!!!!!
berbulan2...ampe badan panas dingin, ngurusin badan,jerawatan...
heuh...GILAAAAA.....
tau ga c....pasti ga kan percaya...gua dikomentarin terus,dlll...dimarain..mpe BATIIIIIN....bener deh....hix
udah piece of violinnya susah....temponya susah..posisi maenya susah....heuhh
bener2....PIANISNYA ga sabaran...galak...nyebelin.....

AKHIRNA...semua berakhir..walau g yakin hasilnya ga maximal karena batin gua yang tertekan...
tapi yg penting semua berakhir....dan yakin lulus...hahaha